Before you criticize the family on what it has NOT given you, think about what you have TAKEN from it. Stop blaming them for every single thing, and then accuse them for harbouring a “victimised” mindset and their “flawed” parenting that made you miss out on, what, every fucking opportunity there was in the fucking world. It’s not like you were around much anyway.
So, just admit that you are wrong. Admit to the right people, say you are sorry to actual people who MATTER, instead of crying out to some PRESENCE who might not even exist anyway. Even if it does to you, so what if HE forgives you? Does that right any wrongs you have done to these people?
I am so mad right now, seriously, I think I have lost all the respect I have for you. I used to look up to you, and if what you did was true, and you can’t offer a good enough explanation for what you did but to go back to the “it’s their fault, not mine. They brought me up this way and so (insert current situation)” standby, please FUCK OFF
